Short | Meditating Man

It’s the second time I’ve sat next to him on the subway. The D train rolls forward but we move backwards. My leather secondhand, designer bag matches his winter coat perfectly - cut from the same cloth. 

The first time I sat next to him I strained my eyes to the left to confirm he was meditating. Forefinger and thumb almost touching, barely kissing at the prints. I couldn’t fathom how, in the madness of the commutes, the screeching metal wheels against rusty tracks, and young adults just released from the tethers of school, screaming, he was stoic and focused in the darkness shaded by his weightless eyelids. I wasn’t sure if he was meditating or simply enlightened. 

I am seated next to him for the second time. We are in the same seats, facing in the opposite direction of the trajectory of the train. Now I am sure he is meditating.  Same jacket, same position, same prints barely kissing. Silver Bose headphones cover his ears, drowning out the noise from the day and his commute. I imagine he’s listening to the humming vibrations of a singing bowl.  Chanting enchantingly. 

Today is different. There are daisies between his legs, leaning left, grazing his inner thigh.

I imagine he’s bringing them home to his partner who waits patiently seated in a plush red velvet chair with gold trim. Her hair is stick straight like uncooked spaghetti and as dark as night. It glistens in the dim light of the small room where they typically read together. The rug, shaggy and comfortable, is crowded with pillows, thoughtlessly strewn about. Their randomness brings her comfort. It’s the one place where she allows mayhem to exist within the four walls of their tiny New York City apartment. 

He’s had a hard day at work where he runs a large team of tech savvy millennials building websites for clients who are extremely demanding. Stress doesn’t consume him. He knows better. The meditation centers him. The chanting guides him home to his love. His love awaits, a daisy surprise in her future.